we were all equals

...anoche o anteanoche soñé que estaba con C y Ch y estábamos en una isla o lugar virgen, nuevo. En este nuevo lugar eramos iguales, parecidos, no habían superiores o inferiores.
16.11.2004

Lions

26.09.2010

Documental

Film documental especial sobre La Flaca Alejandra y la Memoria.

Algo que toca a todos los chilenos –la tortura, las cárceles secretas de la dictadura de Pinochet-

Gradas sobre otras gradas como si hubiesen diferentes niveles de lectura en el público chileno.

Mi padre (una de las víctimas) viene hacia mi y llora y es vulnerable y se quiebra y yo puedo consolarlo y abrazarlo. Pero tengo que sacarlo pues estamos o él está tan afectado como un niño que para no molestar a los espectadores tenemos que salir.

Bruselas

11.2003

Under pressure

I was going to have to perform an art action and I needed to do it for "The apprentice", (really bad tv show). The only idea I had was to do a "pass the parcel"in front of the jury and to talk about the association improvising about the contents, talking about what is inside and actually that was the only real feeling of something that I know how to do: to talk from the inside.
-Suddenly the boss was contacting me to know how I was doing.
-Why I brake every thing? News paper, All the pieces were braking in my shaking hands, like clay pieces made by my children or very naives.
Deep France, 12.05.2006

"Breast feeding" performance

Me and my daughter,amplifiers,a microphone, closed curtains, people can't see me, only hear the sound of breastfeeding,the space is precarious like and old temple just about to fall apart.

2003

Like Farah

I had the means to reach a far away and chaotic place like Rusia to meet with the cool guys of La Panaderia, was awesome to arrive there, it was An Event. After taking a shower I was transformed in "Farah Faucet", mostly in my hair. The public awaited us anxiously. I had not coordinate yet with M. and J. who were like strong centers of gravitation who made me a bit scared for the same reason. D. was with me and was trying to give me some confidence (she was like the mother I always wanted to have), she was telling me that I could do a good performance in that spectacle. She was telling me that I had that experience in myself. I looked super pretty with my bikini-underwear from "Women's Secret". A., M., K., and T. who where there, adored me. I needed to perform like in the old times, but I was getting nervous, so then I put something in my hair and I wasn't so spectacular anymore. The dream lives me with the desire of (not) going back to the past, Ayayay!
Brussels 22.09.2004

me and my dad homeless, me a bit embarrassed M. well organized in Mexico City. 
I am going under a structure and got really claustrophobic and found some underdeveloped characters.
Salimos es un río grande el río Rhone, there is an Art center just around the corner
next to some soup kitchen for the poor...
Lyon?
15.11.2011

curator & woman artis

I am cleaning some shit and while I am doing it  some men take advantage to look at my breast while I am bending, and at the same time I am offering a curator to sell him a carpet but with a happy woman silhouette....and I am worried that the information that he is putting in the book La Panadería about my work is all wrong...
15.12.2004

keeping up with contemporary art

then A and me we go to a gallery in London, very cool, avant-garde, edgy-decadent, very cool now. And the thing is that it was very very fashionable and we had to chew chewing gums.
One of the art pieces had some sequins( like the ones I use in my drawings) pasted but very professionally, pasted with wires to the painting, (+ masculine), and I am so jealous.
So I am chewing a huge chewing gum, I can't hardly do it... is to difficult to chew, so then a man tells me: BUT YOU CAN HAVE A REST.
- but look she is doing it quiet well, she has a circular rhythm...- a woman says about me to an other spectator...
7.03.2006

Furioso tzunami

A furious ztunami but I am worried about the children, I can not scape without them...
Lonelly man, nothing spetial drinking beer...
A selfish man escaping just worried about saving his own skin...
29.08.2012

I, a mature woman

I, a mature woman was the only one who knew how to calm a very upset little baybe girl...11.08.2012

lost arm

I am working in an office, a proper job, and I have lost one arm...
5.07.2012

Two musicians

I am with two old friends musicians...and an ex lover from when I was 19 and who left me...and he loves me again.
29.06.2012

like china in a mantelpiece

...I am quite high, people admiring me because I have this new bearded baby, love, love, love...feels good, but my job is to keep an eye on a spoiled little girl who might steal The Passports from an old communist leader. I was like standing in a mantelpiece, and suddenly I fall and I hold on...but I can't hold any more...so I let go and actually is not that hight and I don't brake when I fall.
12.07.2012

Generations of women before and after me

I was taking a picture of A.K. and an ancient  A.K. and there was one even before...(Generations of women before and after me)
Then an attractive man appears:
-You are very thin...-I say to him.
-Yes, I am eating only organic meat, no more industrial meat, I have my own mind.
-And your head looks quite funny..."-I say  and want to hold him by his legs while he is floating.

THERE ARE OTHER MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY (watching).
15.04.2012

...until the end of the world.
23.03.2012

Tlatzolteotl

19.01.2011

crochet blanket

-Do you really want to stay more in Puebla? here is nothing more to do...-I ask some cool gallerists...
-yes!we haven't finish and we are not in a rush.
I am having a hug on top of a crochet blanket with an indigenous idol, in a poor place.
15.05.2012

new part of the house

19.03.2012

19.03.2012

Until the End of the World

...we were really high in an art studio, we could see the summit of the Salève or of the Tepozteco. I am wearing an old black dress full of paint stains like the milky way...
the artist friend offers me his love but I decline the invitation and invite him to see the most amazing cosmic phenomena: the sun and an other star or planet coinciding in the sky, until The End of the World. 
23.03.12

Art advise

Allá arriba/ Up there someone is watching us:

Me or her/a friend Artist is giving me advise(I dont know how or what to do): 

« - How can I do it? I can do some mexican skulls on a piece of paper like the one I use for my drawings… »

«- No, you have to do them with polystyrene, with volume to make them very real.-she tells me”

15.04.08

I am trying to lock a very squalid door to protect myself and my son from a hungry lyon.(2)30.04.2012

outside help

12.2011

            














Tlatzolteotl, luminosa y cansada, a punto de dar a luz...
2010

working women

I was discovering or trying to discover a new place...old places, old architecture to find a new place for me and at the end I found a factory full of women completely immerse in their work.

8.3.12

Volcán

cráter de un volcán dormido


6.12.11

L&E

We are together, we are fine, we think about you!
10.09.2010.

T. me amaba otra vez, me había perdonado (first true love). 25.05.07

Mi madre invitaba a M.C.(inspired artist) a ayudarla a arreglar unas fotos y entonces él venía y no dejábamos de estar juntos . 
26.05.07

feminicidio

After looking at a long series of female corpses. A man  said to me: "You don't have to see the rest. Is enough!"

dream after seeing "La casa de la fuerza" de Angelica Liddell...
(nightmare)
15.09.11

henhouse

...soñé con mi papá, estaba en una casa pobre de San Manuel y tenía una actitud de contento y relajado.
Yo venía de lejos y no tenía donde vivir, entonces me decía que tenía que vivir con él pues así nuestra situación sería menos difícil, uniríamos fuerzas. Estaba M. y otros amigos, N. y G. y tenía que darles algo de comer, todo era precario pero había un ambiente humano agradable: helado de melón y galletas con queso que empezaba a distribuir y luego M. decía que ahí había habido una fiesta muy buena en un gallinero con nieve como cristal. Era la casa de mi papá y yo había al fin vuelto a ayudar, a devolver algo.
"Me voy a quedar a cuidarte hasta que seas viejito" le decía(and if there was no more food I was happy to go shopping to the local shop. I wanted to be helpful: nothing to be ashamed of, a precarious life but happy and grateful) snowed henhouse...there was a nice party.
20. 10. 11

Ñuñoa

estaba viajando por ciudades muy extensas latinoamericanas
donde quería encontrarme con mis amigos
son grupos que tienen su propia dinámica 
surgía la palabra Ñuñoa, el único lugar común

2006

M. all well organized in Mexico City, me and my dad homeless, a bit embarrassed...
complex city...salimos es un río el Río Rhone...
I had gone under a structure and got really claustrophobic and found some underdeveloped characters...


15.11.2011

...tes enfants sont oú?
they are waiting for you
a friend offers me a place where I can leave my baggage...
there still a long road ahead...
17.11.11

...and don't have to forget being present,
I have to try to be a present mother...
26.11.2011

...embryon-foetus
08.08.2011

"you never stop growing..."
exile + exile + daughter of exile...there was a lamp made of many old lamps, and many boxes full of documents of a common memory, our memory. A richness: "we had a culture world in common." 
23.09.11

T. was directing a theatre play with 3 parts and he told me I was in the part called: "I am".

25.10.2011

I am looking from outside through the window of the house in Xilotzingo, and I see with pain and envy how inside lives a happy family that has taken advantage of all the posibilities of the house...but suddenly I realize that there is a part that I did not sold...

27.10.2011

...there is a party in the night, near by, I am with R. and we can exchange lots of information through our anahata and vishuddha chackras, he is in the other side of the world. But I find out that we soon will be gone so we better get in peace with our closest loved ones.
1.11.2011

...I had a dress with many layers and I wanted to have one simpler, like the one of A.
...but then I realized that mine was the corresponding one, and quite unique and special.
Dreamed in Tepoztlán, Mexico 1997.
Drawn in Geneva, 2011.

I was sleeping in a new old house-room and when I wake up there was a huge owl...
1999
(collage done recently) 

Aurora

...B.is back and is just as kind as ever,there is a party in my father's house, a big house, people, lots of people come to say a last good bye.

A dark woman called Blanca(which means white), comes to me, she is not very beautiful, she has one white tooth but I am kind and loving towards her with all my heart...
some friends want to take me somewhere else but I say "no" because I have to take care of the house and I don't want any more china being destroyed...

19.09.2011

400 years

...a young woman touches my face around the nose and tells me:
"you have being living for 400 years"...
03.10.2011

Trophy-art

There was a Young Cool Artist producing Trophy-art
for New Smart Gallerist.
There was also a Good Artist, like a chick embrio...and my path was to follow more this immaterial one.

08.08.2011

Soñé que C. estaba a punto de dar a luz y parecía Tlatzolteotl...

very tired but full of light.

In bed with The Teacher

I am in a bed with The Teacher but I had pee myself... I try to leave without no one noticing... I'm walking towards a mirror, is an old house with and old mirror...

I will see myself in a mirror in my dream

is scary but I can't stop

and I see a woman-spirit getting rid of some layers, like bandages..dying? and under it is the light,

a pure ray of light.

16.08.11