The Apprentice

suddenly the boss was contacting me to know how I was doing
porque todo se me rompe?
como piezas de barro hechas por mis hijos o por mi madre
all the pieces were breaking in my shaking hands
under pressure

I was going to have to perform an art action and I needed to do it for "The Apprentice" (T.V.).
The only idea I had was (that) to do a "pass the parcel" in front of the jury and to talk about the association-improvising about the contents, talking about what is inside and actually that was the only real feeling of something that I know how to do, talking from the inside...
(deep France)
12.05.2006

war zone

I am in a war zone,
industrialised,
in construction and the only way to keep myself safe is to go to meet some friends and share some chocolate cake with them...
26.01.2015

Political Performance

The Bar? Sudden Passion
and it was great!
in the morning....he stands by my side and we can be friends,
and face it.
Then he wants to offer me a wheelchair tattoo but I have no time for that and I get out of the car to do a performance:
in the public space, half naked I scream
"I am not Charlie" or "I love Islam" or "Long live Islam" kind of thing...my friend is worried about me, but I leave very elegant and simple dressed with a leather black bag, to be with my son. Because of my son I am protected, he looks like a real gentleman, and there are some hair dresser shops and malls...French Authorities:watching me.
31.01.2015

Carmen

"What I really wanted to give you was the invitation to a wedding* with myself"

She was friendly and kind with me
(a spanish town like Portbou)

*I was going to have a celebration of the beginning of my "not being married" life...
31.12.2014

complete darkness

Complete darkness and no more petrol,
the only way to get back home was through memory,
pure memory inside my body (I could die)
y el vuelito...

26/01/2015

feeding a discourse

I can see an arm chair
and I know that what is needed is time and a lot of patience
a lot going on
I have a baby of mine really small and squalid, he might dye!
Will I have the courage to stop and feed it?
14.12.2013

dead animals

that could have being me years ago
wow
they have really being helped by their desapeared
( no necesariamente por que son descendientes de un detenido desaparecido que van a ser necesariamente "buenas personas".
they let me sleep in the child's bedroom, but they are not interested in a talk -no windows-.
Huge flood in the airport
the bus collapses...
my cat dying
-this is your fault, you have being feeding him a lot.
I am in a bus running away...
and then I see...there is a show showing death animals.
23.01.2014

no gracias!

ropa de seda finísima y única
-but this clothes are only for indoors-
me la pueden dar
-but this extremely elegant clothes are only to be an indoors lady...-No thanks.

fear and courage to undo the witchcraft 
and I find an egg!
13.05.2013

bussy people

London
white stone terrace
unfinished construction
busy people
I am worried
I had no work for months
is someone waiting for me?

8.04.2011

L. brings me a cat, baby cat...

(like a public space...)
L. brings me a cat, baby cat...(she has like cat eyes a bit)
A. goes to open de door naked...

26.12.2013

open your eyes and look within

a house that did not work any more...
15.11.2013

I poor some water

dragging my stuff out
4/11/2013

enormes vigas

nice bedrooms,
window,
fun and adventurous,
comfortable beds...
-can you manage?
do you need help?
(probably I could help him a bit)
he was making me a house, a large comfortable house, it was well build and the spaces were generous
(enormes vigas de madera)
I was going to receive more than I expected...
26.03.2014

true love

good bye

True love and pain and fear
towards a just divorced woman with
very young skin

Jealousy
I lost my children, I can't find my children...

19.01.2014

one way street

...for my jury there was only G.R. and a big tree with the book "One way street" from Walter Benjamin hanging from it...
15.06.2014

I had adopted...

I had adopted the most beautiful and needed girl in the whole world
-she looked like the little girl I was upon a time- 
31.12.2013

Baby that calls me by my name

I have this beautiful baby that can call me by my name
I leave her for a while and I ask him:
"Where is my baby?"
"I don't know" answers him...(total indifference)
20.01.2014

fantômes

Fantômes, fan-tomes, fantômes
ne pas oser,
hop!
29.05.2014

a miracle

hot summer night